wanna list down what really distracts my mind at this moment:



1) my teaching doesn't really work efficiently......i think i should encourage my students to do LOTS of writing exercises...it sounds so traditional..yet, Malaysian exam-oriented minded has moulded our education style to be so.....may b just put 1/4 blame to the curriculum itself. automaticity can't be inserted at all to my agenda of teaching as it's gonna take waaaayyyyy longer time to achieve the goal...drilling and practices are gonna work well for education in malaysia..i think la...terrible kan....hmmm



2)now im monitoring the 5a1 examination session for their english paper as the pkbs1...and the worst thing is that i din teach the topic in my pnp..

happy feb

amagad! SPM result is approaching....i don't feel nervous, yet am sort of eager to know.....i taught 1 class of form 5 last year..so, that's not really burdening my mind to think over it......but for this year, i taught 2 classes among the best classes in this school....phew....may Allah help me all of my way to achieve my goals in my career...nway, just wud like to increase my motivation i always bear in my mind that i shudnt give up...rome is not built in one day..so chill anim! =)

Dino @ school: SMK Pak Badol =)

I write this entry at 8.23 a.m in the stuffroom here. Though there is no internet connection here, i save this copy in mw software first..

It's been a very big blessing for me since i manage to reach school on time today; not like before.....Thank You Allah....now i learn that i shud depart from home as early as 6.50 from pasir puteh my hometown..n if i got to send my umi to Husm , I shud depart from home before 6 a.m...This stuff i finally formulate after a week of working as a teacher...

hurm..early in this morning i got a message from my best friend, asking me to stop posting any comments or status in fb relating to my broken relationship with my ex-fiancee who is also her brother....i was a bit pissed off because i absolutely din do that before this...so her claim was totally absurd!

As a result of that, my mood turns out to be so bad......when i finally decides to recite Al Quran to ease my anger......alhamdulillah, after all, i got a bit peace from the recitation....n i admit Allah is always with those who are always in patience..may Allah bless me......Allahummayassir wala tuassir.....=)

Ramadhan Mubarak

hurm..first day pose, aku jatuh sakit......demam panas seh.....memang xleh bangun langsung.......sehari suntuk bersama students kat skulah.....Allah je tahu how much i love them.....balik tu aku lemah longlai...xdaya nk buat ape terus pengsan dan xbangun2 sampai malam....

ari ni dah ari ke 4 pose alhamdulillah aku dah bleh stat pose..setelah 3 hari bergelut...dr said sth wrong with my lungs as well as my heart...sebut je keadaan jantung..yup sememangnya aku suspected jantung disease...time balik dr pecutian kat pulau perhentian itu hari.....the feeling was like..mimpi....patutla badan aku sering kebas sebelah badan.....memang tanda2 sakit jantung upanya.....tp aku pecaya, Allah y tentukan hidup mati seseorang....dan aku percaya jantung aku sehat xkira lah duktur nk suspect hape pon...aku xnk anggap aku sakit....idup mesti dteruskan, n semangat aku tak terjejas sikit pon...chill anim! \(^____________^)/

my first attempt..11th January 2010

wow...this is my first attempt to expose 30% of my life here...haha....(still takut2)...fu....it's gonna increase.i guess...haha...well,wat make me starting this blog?ntahla.............may be i'm just rather eager to get the feedback from you guys,the readers....to share ur opinion n so on...feel free to give ur advice n share ur experience on anyting dat im gonna highlite soon...=)